There is more to life than meets the eye for sure. I need to get out of my head, my beliefs, my projections in order to be centered in the here and now and recognize that I am here…a physical being on the planet. So, I must have a purpose. Can I recognize the beauty in all of this?
It amuses me that my husband was willing to share his “process” with me when we were on our honeymoon. I declined saying that I needed to develop my own. LOL So, the Empowerment Process was born as my son goaded me on our walks and talks when he was still here.
I feel my purpose is to radiate love from my heart and be there for myself and anyone who is asking me to be there for them. Letting go is a doing, and having let go is a blessing. That is where I need to be and losing 2 kids to teach me that is a big one to swallow. Yet, I am willing, and possibly ready to accept such a reality.
At some point, when I feel the push from Deborah where she is now, I will write her story. And, I will put her amazing writing into the book. She so deserves this. What a writer, poet, artist, researcher, and so love being she was. As one of my friends said, she lived her 33 years more fully than many of us who may live into our 90ties. It is amazing that I was chosen to birth this being, but she must have known I would and could handle it all. (Barely, but yes.)
Reading certain books has helped me a lot, and I am beginning to understand the words that Maharishi has primed me for, so many years ago now.
With that said, time to do my program and enjoy that pathless path of evolution. Can I understand that I AM THAT?